day two

30 days

1 hours

43 minutes

32 seconds

Let me get one thing straight before I even continue.  I am not perfect.  I am no where near perfect. 

There are days where I have ZERO motivation to even want to make a cup of coffee (that's saying a lot).  My roommate and one of my beautiful bridesmaids, Chelsea, and I leave the Keurig on all day.  We need our caffeine.  Especially for us non-morning people.  I envy those who can wake up at 8am everyday jumping for joy (I'm talking about you Hunter).

 

I love God.  I love my intimate relationship I have with God.  I love my husband-to-be.  I love the fact that I get to share my relationship with God with my husband-to-be. My imperfection: I must be honest.  It is so difficult for me to share my Bible studies and time with God with Mike.  My relationship and time with God is so intimate that it's always been difficult for me to share that with others.  Recently, I've been able to share my James devotion with Mike because everyday has been so amazing and I have to share it with my other half.  Our relationship is powered by God and God given, why on earth would I be timid to share it with my husband-to-be?  I'm learning daily to share the deepest thoughts with Mike and that includes my intimate time with God.  It's even more intimidating when I think about the fact that Mike has a degree in Biblical studies.  I always get so worried that I'll say something wrong.  He is so gracious and I didn't realize how much it means to him to share my time with God with him.  I'm so lucky to have a man who is so open to hearing about my time with God and allowing me to share it with him.

With that being said, I'm excited to grow and to be able to share my time with God here because I truly love people and I love sharing that with people.  I want to learn to be less timid when it comes to sharing with others.  I mean, isn't that why we are on this earth? To worship the Lord and to praise Him and to share that with His people.  Please correct me if I'm wrong.  

To all of you: allow me to grow with you.  Allow me to share my thoughts with you.  

I am not perfect, nor will I ever be.  But I love.  If no one has told you this today, you are LOVED. Did you hear me? YOU ARE LOVED! Praise God that we are loved by Him!  

Thank you, for letting me be open with you.  Thank you for letting me share with you. 

30 days

1 hour

17 minutes

23 seconds

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